connecting*the*dots

i walk through the grass
i see you up ahead
am i dreaming?
am i dead?
wishing to see you once more
this is how i go
this is how i breathe
this is how i survive
i’m still alive
before you i didn’t have a heart worth breaking
now all i can do is stop from shaking
last night i thought we were there
today i’m pulling out my hair
but i don’t mind the breeze
from my new fangled do
i’m getting unwrapped
from the zoo of you
and me
finally free
yeah right
i’m putting up the good fight
my shit’s getting somewhat tight
but then in comes that dreaded ring
the sting
of your smile
the smell
of your perfume
i start singing my old tune…
i’m lost in you