July 23rd, 2002

???

alright
i’m stuck
i admit i don’t know what to do
her smile tells me go
but my guilt tells me i’d be a fool
twice before i’ve fucked up
and yet she still is a friend
is that because she still digs me?
or just cause she can mend?
i really don’t know
but i really do care
she probably sees me coming and it translates to beware!
i guess all that matters
is that we can now hang out and chill
but i do want to know what she feels
morpheus, i’ll take that red pill