August 19th, 2003

the turn

man, my timing is all fucked up
i put my libido on hold and i emptied my entire cup
what was i thinking?
was my head in the sand?
i put my money on black 13
on a chick in a far, far away land
one that i’ve never even met
if you can believe that to boot
i packed away my life
i practically tucked in my root
to "concentrate on my gig"
and focus on my career
what the fuck was i drinking?
who spiked my beer?
co-dependence was a bitch
so i made sure i got out of that loop
and now that i’ve met a woman on my level?
ha!
let me give you the 3 flavored scoop…
i work like james brown, but get paid like jimmy walker
i’ve since gained 25 pounds, my ass looks like it should be in a rocker
i eat food out of boxes, when i used to cook from betty crocker
but it’s "time to let the healing begin" (an ode to my man joe cocker)
so i’m off to bed at 10pm tonight
not because of this (meow)
i need to get myself tight
watch my hours and my chow
we may end up good friends
maybe more, maybe less
but one thing is for certain…
i’m the king of a planned out digress
sean